My Salvation

I’m scared. Scared of what people will say to me. I want to cry. I want to shove my fingers down my throat until I puke. I just don’t want to go to school tomorrow. Or to Marching Band on Thursday.  I don’t want to die but I just don’t want to do anything anymore. I just want to lie down on my bed listening to music.

Cut for the first time today. Not really a cut but a scratch. It’s going but I don’t think it helped.

My best friend started cutting again and I’m scared it’s going to get really bad and I was talking to her and we both like broke down.

25 facts about me

Because I think we should know each other a little better.

1. I am anti One Direction (sorry but I can’t stand them)
2. If I had to marry one of them I’d marry Niall because our children would be part Irish.
3. The first CD I ever got was a complitation of children show themes. My favourite as the Jelly Tots theme.
4. My first ever book was a Moomin book.
5. I don’t have the new Paramore album yet. (my sister wants to buy it.)
6. Most of the non top 40 bands I like I found on Last fm.
7. I have 3 pairs of Doc. Martens and I want more
8. I have 11 Build A Bears.
9. I got my first Tumblr when I was 10 and my url was Ne0nTights (I deleted it btw)
10. The first person I followed on Twitter was Britney Spears. 
11. The first fictional person I fancied was Draco Malfoy.
12. My favourite Disney film is Lilo and Stitch.
13. I am addicted to coffee(which is probably bad seeing as I’m 13…)
14. I have never watched Cinderella(or I have and I don’t remember it)
15. I first tweeted on 12th May 2011. But I had Twitter for like a month before then.
    
16. I have never had a proper boyfriend or a proper kiss.
17. I have never eaten mustard.
18. I don’t drink tea.
19. …or eat baked beans
20. I hate Fantasia
21. and Song Of The South
22. I love socks
23. and shorts
24. I love Taylor Swift, Ed Sheeran, Paramore and Glee
25. I love Animal Crossing

That’s 25 facts.

This proves how bored I am.

Sometimes I want to post less Taylor and Glee stuff and more tattoos and coffee and bands. I’m so conflicted…

Doing a Harry Potter challenge until I can’t think of anything to put in it or forget :3

Please tell me if the new info thing at the top of my blog is ok I wanted it on my ask page but it didn’t work.

I’m in a really lazy mood and I cba to tag things. I know it’s like pressing a button and typing things but I’m in a bad mood so yeah. Sorry

Oh wow I have put 2788 2789 things on my blog so happy!!

THank you followers!!